School/work/whatever-it-is-that-I-do-for-8-hours-a-day is really getting to me.

As a child, I was always afraid of being unable to contribute to society, to be useless...and now, I am. Bleh, old age sucks. I think I was born old. I've always been outdated, always behind the times. But, perhaps I can write something that people will like. I'll try to post something soon, if I don't just give up and kill myself. The only thing stopping me is the belief that God punishes people who commit suicide...ah, if only I can find something to the contrary.

It's nice having a journal to vent in. Even though it's online, no one will read it, ever! I find it ironic that so many people talk about online identity theft, about how people can find anything on the Internet, and yet this journal will never be looked at by anyone other than myself. Heh, I guess I just have a knack for being ignored. The one thing I'm good at.